I believe that I was just demoted at my school. They took away half my classes. I did not hear any complaints from the students. In fact many have told me that they really enjoy my classes. The teachers all congratulated me on having less classes; I cannot tell if they are sincere or helping me save "face." I do not understand why this was done to me. Can you help me decipher this?
My thinking is since a teacher's salary is based on their students' test scores, they lobbied to get my classes reduced so they can teach more. Personal and professional jealousies, were I believe not so much the problem. The teachers here teach to the "test" for their livelihood depends on it. Merit pay is the way of life.
I can't tell anybody that I am very pissed off at the moment. I have to go into Jedi Mind Trick Mode and act satisfied and relieved that the administration took it upon themselves to relieve me of my duties because of their concern. It works somewhat the same in the USA to keep appearances up with a pat on the back instead of the kick in the rear that they really want to do. They pay me, they brought me here, and they should be damn well satisfied that my classes are getting a lot of interest and English words from these kids. I see them now once a month!!! What the hell kind of an impact do they expect me to accomplish in that amount of time!!!! I will try to give them as many ways to practice speaking outside of class as possible.
